thank God for the words…i’ve been the same way since i was a kid…everytime i got comfortable/someone told me i was good at something, i dropped it and moved on…track, gymnastics, wrestling, acting, singing…and now the whole filmmaking/dj/graphicnovel thing is just more in a succession of things that i jumped into and got bored with…fucking dillettante…

thinking about it, relationships have been pretty much the same way…how can a man be a dilletantte with life? what does that come from? where does that lead to?